Thursday, July 26, 2012

self indulgent shit

i regret so many things... whenever i step out of my room, into school, into class, i just regret everything that comes out of my mouth. i regret the things i do and the things i dont. it isnt just that they are unneccassary (unecassary? unecasary?), its that they are untrue. they aren't what i feel or think or want at all.
then every day when i get home, i suddenly feel alright and i feel ready to be me. In the mornings I resolve not to be so fucking weird but it never actually works...

thats why the people who are actually my friends (of which there are few), the overriding quality that they share is a deep deep deep wonderful ability to be patient. i wish i could be patient myself, i wish i could just settle and calm my own nerves down but its difficult. i'm sorry.

Friday, July 13, 2012

ON THE ROAD




☻☻☻ 599  599 ☻☻☻




definitely best polaroid of the year


 
 



friends friends friends friends friends thanks

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

ADDICTION

ok no la

not addicted. just something new n shallow, with just the right type of pop culture references for me to watch while my sis watches new girl (which sucks)







IN OTHER NEWS, school is a cesspool
sometimes its fun and learning is fun but at other times it can almost be shocking how insanely shit it is

but then again life is what you make out of it so really, what is the use of all this swearing and cynical, pseudo-intelligient remarks about the education system. no matter how you dissect, analyse, compare, complain, you still are just one of million kids singing mari kita ya at 7am

life is what you make of it. gonna get some POSITIVE THINKING up around here man

Friday, July 6, 2012